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falling in love and getting broken is like listening to this new song and you find it’s your favourite. you listen repeatedly and can’t get over it. you read into it, analyse it and compare your life to it. you share everything with that song and you find it speaks so close to you. then you stop listening for a while. couple years later, you hear it again. and you remember all the things you shared with that one song. you remember the highs and the lows and all the tears. and you slowly get sucked back into that song and it’s a never ending cycle. it’s always going to haunt you and it’s always going to bring back mixed memories. nostalgia, pain and happiness. falling in love with someone you KNOW you can’t have and doing it anyways because nothing can ever change how you feel about them, is like falling in love with that song that brings back everything. it’ll be nostalgic and painful and happy but it will stay forever. there’s no way you’re ever going to escape that shit. because that’s how life is. everything goes in one huge circle and it’s always going to either hurt, be sad or really great. and when you get told stories as a kid, you believe them. they become your everything. this song you found when you were younger and you’ve now found as you get older, is like that story you were told as a kid. it becomes your lifeline and your guide. but you can never prepare for how much it’s going to hurt, even if you’ve been listening and preparing your whole life
^ this is original PLEASE don't steal it took me AGES