_luuvy

How long did i'm not here?about..5/6 months if i'm not mistaken :( well...those online classes, break up really hit me diff this time..i cant move on for a month!duhhh thats really sucks >< ..theres much i need to catch up here..i did everything i can to move on but none of that seem to be stuck until my friend suggest me smthg out of kpop ahhaha cause we are really a 2 diff pole, she was into anime and i was into kpop..since i help her once by suggesting kpop, this time she suggested an anime to me, well..it stuck in me cause the common in the anime and me..which is volleyball! Even..it does shared some memories bout my ex in it but most of it, it really reflects the hard time i used to have when we are in competition :(..i think, weeb already know which anime it is..its none than Haikyuu HAHAHHAHA..okay2 whatever grr..so, i'm back here..but for sure, i will try my best to continue my books (WHICH I DUNNO WHERE I STOP N HOW TO CONTINUE IT BACK GRRR I NEED TO READ IT BACK AAAAAA ><) and..seem like i will do a oneshot bout haikyuu and new kpop group huhu..i hope..u guys still remember me aaaaaaa :') HAHAHHAHAHHA 

_luuvy

@flamewhipper thank youuuuuu <3 theres alot i need to catch up here huhu :)
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flamewhipper

Welcome back!! I hope you’re doing ok now, but I’m glad you took time for you to take care of yourself <3 you’ve definitely been missed though <3 
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_luuvy

How long did i'm not here?about..5/6 months if i'm not mistaken :( well...those online classes, break up really hit me diff this time..i cant move on for a month!duhhh thats really sucks >< ..theres much i need to catch up here..i did everything i can to move on but none of that seem to be stuck until my friend suggest me smthg out of kpop ahhaha cause we are really a 2 diff pole, she was into anime and i was into kpop..since i help her once by suggesting kpop, this time she suggested an anime to me, well..it stuck in me cause the common in the anime and me..which is volleyball! Even..it does shared some memories bout my ex in it but most of it, it really reflects the hard time i used to have when we are in competition :(..i think, weeb already know which anime it is..its none than Haikyuu HAHAHHAHA..okay2 whatever grr..so, i'm back here..but for sure, i will try my best to continue my books (WHICH I DUNNO WHERE I STOP N HOW TO CONTINUE IT BACK GRRR I NEED TO READ IT BACK AAAAAA ><) and..seem like i will do a oneshot bout haikyuu and new kpop group huhu..i hope..u guys still remember me aaaaaaa :') HAHAHHAHAHHA 

_luuvy

@flamewhipper thank youuuuuu <3 theres alot i need to catch up here huhu :)
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flamewhipper

Welcome back!! I hope you’re doing ok now, but I’m glad you took time for you to take care of yourself <3 you’ve definitely been missed though <3 
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_luuvy

I was so happy todayyy, i entered a give away, where i need to guess whose pic she get for action to answer album and..i won! But not the action to answer ehehe,i got to choose between anniversary/all to zero/zero to one..i want action to answer but yeah, its okay! I'm still gratefull for it because it still something from ateez ehehhehe♥️♥️..well, if any of you get to meet them, please tell them i love them so much especially my Sannie ♥️

_luuvy

@flamewhipper thank youuu♥️♥️
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flamewhipper

That’s amazing!!!! Congratulations!!!!!
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_luuvy

Hey guys! ^^i don't know how to start but i'm sorry for not updating and all,i'm in my short sem so everything is really hectic..and..i felt depressed..one od my friend told me why she left our group chat and also told me that some of my friends( that i really didm't think that they will do that) bad mouthing bout me..i easily triggered when people say something like that..i have a low self esteem, a real low one in the state of i don't want to hang out with my friends bcs i'm afraid of being the black hole in the group..i was the one that bring up the mood but i felt that everything i had done for them are just useless..they took advantage of me, i always have a mind to end my life but i know its wrong..it just..i felt lonely..i really do feel that

_luuvy

@flamewhipper <3 thank you againnn <3
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flamewhipper

Stay strong love, you will find it! Just keep your head up and start trying some new things. Maybe it’s time to find some new roommates, it’s hard to say. But take a chance, you never know what life will bring your way ;) who knows! Maybe we will get to actually meet one day! I’m so glad I’m able to help in some small way through my stories, and I promise I will keep working hard on them so I can continue to help you <3 I love you <3
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_luuvy

@flamewhipper thank youuuu ><..i can't face my roommates cause its hurts me alot..but can't stay angry at them, i don't like holding grudge but..for 18 years, i hve been through the same thing..i just want to be happy, but i never had the chance to feel it huh~..sometimes,i'm tired of life, i really am..but i think i live bcs if your stories, the other author stories..i'm glad to meet you even not in real life ^^ thank you so muchhhh <3
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