deactivated/hiatus

i got sexually harassed by this older guy i was talking to over discord who later told me to kms and said i was a suicidal bitch just because i wouldn't roleplay sexual acts that made me feel uncomfortable. using terms i didn't like referring to my genitals assigned at birth. i brought it up to the server owner, a person i considered a close friend, what was happening. he started defending this other guy, and saying that i'd grow out of my depression because i'm only 15.. the guy proceeded to tell me that my depression was affecting him and making him depressed too, and how he wanted to die because of me, and that i should just kms anyways since i talk about it so much... the others on the server never stood up for me, they just wanted me to grow up and stop being sad... 
          this is the second time i've been harassed online, the first time being when i was twelve when a 17 year old 'transgirl' kept flashing her penis to me and saying she wanted me to wear stalkings and be her little trans femboy b*tch ..
          
          idk how many times i'm going to be used like this.. but ok,, whatever, i'm used to it

I still love you,, please come back,,

at this point I'm using this account for self promotion and I apologise but I'm like sorta happy bc my favorite asmrtists used a script of mine in his recent video :3
          he also plans to use another one of my scripts and I've gotten so much attention in the asmr community for scriptwriting and I akdjdhjjsk gives me something to be happy about for like an hour. like wHoA I'm happy ?? amazing
          if you wanna check out his video, the channel is "Mint Maplewood" and it's his most recent video, drifting apart, lol eheh
          ok bye--

i turned 15 3 days ago btw,,, yayay...?

missing roleplay but also fxcking hating yourself bc you miss someone you shouldn't be

your bitch got really fucking emotional so here's my old Wattpad account since I'm recycling it and deleting all my old cringey stories soon if anyone likes bts, izuku midoriya, yuri plisetsky, or an ftm Levi :)

third time moving but my friends and i are sharing a new account for wattpad: @ohfxck_itsaharem
          we're just writing dumb fanfiction, but in case you wanted to know :p

social media is in my description if you still want to contact me

after recent events, I am officially leaving Wattpad. I am no longer updating my OC x reader, or replying to Roleplays. I apologize, but this has gone too far. I've been hurt so many times and now has been the last straw. my fingers shake as I type goodbye one last time..
          
          -max

Baby uwu