_monbae1

Thinking about leaving wattpad. Not completely, since there are some decent books on here, but i would just stop updating the genshin oneshots. The passion for the game died out a longggg time ago, and I just kept going since I didn't know how to stop? It made me burnt out and lose my motivation to update or come up with ideas. I don't think you deserve half-assed writing either. I want to reinvent my writing and improve. Unfortunately, I don't see this platform being a part of that. And I started playing genshin when I was like 16, I’m pushing 19 and I can’t remember the last time I even opened the game. (if we’re being real here I only started writing about genshin for the clout lmao)
          	
          	I started out on wattpad and found myself in the community on here, but like everyone, my interests have shifted immensely and genshin is something I want to leave behind. In recent chapters I experimented with my current writing style, which was NOT received well by most lmao. Which is another reason why I don’t think I fit here anymore, I know most of my demographic is under the age of 18, (WHICH IS AWFUL BECAUSE THERES SO MUCH SMUT IN THERE) and I cannot age restrict my content. On another platform, however, I CAN somewhat.
          	
          	What is this other platform?? That’s for me to know and you to find out if you ever go looking. Either way, the content I post on this platform will not be received well by ANY of you and has absolutely nothing to due with genshin, I can guarantee. So it really isn’t worth mentioning. I haven’t decided whether I want to archive the book or not, maybe post a few more chapters until I get to 20 or something, but the thing is, I don’t even know if they’ll be read. I’m not exactly a huge author, so I don’t know if I’ll just be wasting my time.
          	
          	But.. Consider this a possible farewell message. I am sooo thankful for the small following that I HAVE gained on here, so thank you<3. There might be a few extra chapters, but don’t count on it. love you always<3

TrashPam

@ _monbae1 Look darling, u are allowed to do anything you want, if you don't have any motivation to keep writing this type of work, then don't. It's better if you find something that actually excites you to keep writing, don't burn yourself out to fulfill other people's wants and needs. Take care
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_monbae1

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I’m a dumbass, I’m at 21 chap. rn. so until 25 if I’m feeling up to it.
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_monbae1

Thinking about leaving wattpad. Not completely, since there are some decent books on here, but i would just stop updating the genshin oneshots. The passion for the game died out a longggg time ago, and I just kept going since I didn't know how to stop? It made me burnt out and lose my motivation to update or come up with ideas. I don't think you deserve half-assed writing either. I want to reinvent my writing and improve. Unfortunately, I don't see this platform being a part of that. And I started playing genshin when I was like 16, I’m pushing 19 and I can’t remember the last time I even opened the game. (if we’re being real here I only started writing about genshin for the clout lmao)
          
          I started out on wattpad and found myself in the community on here, but like everyone, my interests have shifted immensely and genshin is something I want to leave behind. In recent chapters I experimented with my current writing style, which was NOT received well by most lmao. Which is another reason why I don’t think I fit here anymore, I know most of my demographic is under the age of 18, (WHICH IS AWFUL BECAUSE THERES SO MUCH SMUT IN THERE) and I cannot age restrict my content. On another platform, however, I CAN somewhat.
          
          What is this other platform?? That’s for me to know and you to find out if you ever go looking. Either way, the content I post on this platform will not be received well by ANY of you and has absolutely nothing to due with genshin, I can guarantee. So it really isn’t worth mentioning. I haven’t decided whether I want to archive the book or not, maybe post a few more chapters until I get to 20 or something, but the thing is, I don’t even know if they’ll be read. I’m not exactly a huge author, so I don’t know if I’ll just be wasting my time.
          
          But.. Consider this a possible farewell message. I am sooo thankful for the small following that I HAVE gained on here, so thank you<3. There might be a few extra chapters, but don’t count on it. love you always<3

TrashPam

@ _monbae1 Look darling, u are allowed to do anything you want, if you don't have any motivation to keep writing this type of work, then don't. It's better if you find something that actually excites you to keep writing, don't burn yourself out to fulfill other people's wants and needs. Take care
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_monbae1

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I’m a dumbass, I’m at 21 chap. rn. so until 25 if I’m feeling up to it.
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_monbae1

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ok yall, i js need to rant for a min. so theres a guy right, i USED to like him. but after recent events i cant see why as hes literally awful. but essentially, he said some stupid shit abt my mom’s cancer nd then gave me a half assed apology, not even in person either. but over text. so we’re kinda cool now, but the only reason why is bc we have a lot of mutual friends, otherwise it wouldnt even cross my mind. thats it for today, lysm <3