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gotta watch cinema with someone new this thursday, so excited but also nervous because its been a long time since we last talked with each other. good thing is the ticket is on him this time muehehehe hope everything went well. But nothing ever been well for me so yeah lets just pray for the best thing haha

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gotta watch cinema with someone new this thursday, so excited but also nervous because its been a long time since we last talked with each other. good thing is the ticket is on him this time muehehehe hope everything went well. But nothing ever been well for me so yeah lets just pray for the best thing haha

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its sad because my crush love his ex so much that he never find a new partner. and Im just a mere friend for him, he never wants me more than friend. The only sweet things we do is just watching movie and share drinks together recently. Im okay though, if been his friend means I never lose him than Im just gonna be his friends forever and watch him get married when the time come and I'll be there as his guest 

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you are like the main reason my life is so so ruined, and honestly I want to swear right in your face so fucking much but I wont do it. You're also somebody's  daughter, someone with a family.. Im not that cruel to be so reckless right, I dont even have any courage to do it cz Im afraid it'll just get back at me. So Thankyou for ruining my life and live so happily with your fucking boyfriend rn. I just, I dont know.. deep in my heart I hated you so much. Forever. Please, dont be happy in your life so I wouldn't be happy with my life too. That should be fair

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I asked my crush to invite me to his wedding because he's recently visiting his close friends getting married. He said, "Its not the time yet, still undecided" So what ? Do I have hope to be his partner just in case he dont know who to marryy.. omg daydreaming like this is so silly