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This kind of movie makes me realize how brave and amazing my father was. And he still is~ I can feel how painful it was for my father, seeing mom sick and dying that time.. I wonder how he felt.. i wonder how he survived.. he has no one.. im sorry papa.. i didn't know. T^T
          I want to ask him, makes me want to go home right now.. 
          
          Papa is such an amazing man.. it's been almost 11 years.. *sigh* 
          
          Anyway.. I have to sleep now. Maybe I should post my feels somewhere else. ^^

"Sometimes that one person walks into your life and changes the whole game. Kung uulitin ko ang buhay ko, I'd find him sooner so I can love him longer. " - Abby (Somewhere Between Moving On And You)
          
          Feels. So thankful of Nam Woo Hyun~~ lels. Srsly. Siguro iniisip ng iba puro ganito naisip ko pero sa kakaisip ko sa mga taong to andami kong natutunan.. I love to reflect with everything that happens in my life and I've learned a lot in loving these famous Idols from Dongho and now Woohyun.. the way I love the two are different.. the way I loved dongho is kinda childish and selfish... that was so pure since that was the first and I don't understand a lot of things that time.. that was too emotional.. but this time.. lels

Nung binasa ko to, iniisip ko si 'D' at si 'W'. Yung mga lalaki kong wagas. Iniisip ko yung feelings ko. Yung pain na nararamdaman ko. Yung sarili ko. Kung pano ko makakaget over sa lahat lahat. Nung una, grabe yung kilig e. Lovestory kasi e diba. Plus, kakaiba kasi talaga yung story since POV ng lalaki to. Pero ngayon ewan. Si papa yung nasa isip ko. Nakikita ko si Kei kay Papa. Yung mga pinagdaanan nya. Kung pano nya nakayanan lahat yon ng mag-isa. Hindi ko nga alam kung may naitulong ba ako or kapatid ko sakanya non e. Naiisip ko yung pakiramadam nya na mag-isa na lang sya nung nawala si Mama. Yung mga panahong yon na ang dami pang nasasabi ng ibang tao sakanya. Hindi ko man lang alam na ganun pala. Hindi ko akam na ganun pala kasakit yon. Ang selfish ko, sarili ko lang iniisip ko.  Im sorry Pa. ㅠㅡㅠ

Hello.. :3