For those of you who do not know what I'm talking about, please do not leave. This is an important matter not just to K-pop fans but to everyone. Today we have lost a treasure, a man pure and loving by the name of Kim Jonghyun. He committed suicide after so many years of enduring pain many people do not understand. As a SHINee fan and as a Jonghyun fan I was crushed by this news. He was an incredible person who seemed to smile the most beautiful smile even though he was hurting, however now we know that the saying the most beautiful smiles hide the most pain is true. Those who do know him so; Shawols or K-pop fans in general. Do not think of it as this world loosing an amazing man, but as heaven gaining an angel, a new treasure. There aren't enough words to express my grief, however I hope this opens the eyes of many. K-pop idols are not just dolls that preform for your own pleasure; they are human beings with demons, they hurt, they cry, and they feel tired emotionally and physically. This part is for everyone, please note that your words and actions truly do have an affect on people- even if you think they're stronger than life itself in the end they are still human beings who feel things, they know the things you say about them and they do pay attention to the meaning behind those words. Thank you to those of you who actually read through all of this; and to Shawols all over the world may your soul and Jonghyun's be at peace. Know that he watches over you and he truly does hear you, he may not be here in the way he was before, but he is still here. Rest in peace my darling dinosaur puppy. We love you and we will continue to love you.