I feel so numb these days. My social anxiety is eating me up. I want to get out of it but I don't understand how. Even if I try to explain others they think I'm faking it. I was crying my eyes out , my hands were shaking and they blame me saying I'm fake. Now being a depressed and getting bullied by classmates is a bad thing now?? Was it my fault that I got bullied and try to stay away from them?