Satan

Hi I’m going to update soon but school has been hell. Sorry guys. 

Hi, sorry I haven’t updated in awhile. My life is a mess right now and I just need time to figure everything out. Sorry, but no updates until I am in a good state of mind. I’m sorry. 

Ok I see you have Frank as your pfp. Your username has to do with PTV and you have a book with Lauren Jauregui......I love you.

Been on here for 4 years, how am I still alive.

I have 14 books just about Waterparks in my library rn. I have a problem. 

SOMEONE JUST SAID THEY ONLY FOLLOWED ME BECAUSE OF MY BIO. IS THAT WHY YOU ALL FOLLOW ME??

I have ordinary girl stuck in my head andbakdndkandn

Look straight forward,
          Avoid eye contact,
          Speak when you're spoken too.
          Fake that smile,
          Fake your laugh too.
          Pretend to be someone else,
          Leave your true self behind ,
          You don't matter.
          Numb to the core,
          You lost feeling to anything 
          A long time ago
          The heartbreak,
          The tears,
          The smiles,
          The fears,
          The fun ,
          The laughs,
          All faded away into nothingness. 

Hi. I just want to say something really emotional to me at least. I started wattpad almost exactly 3 years ago. I started on here because I was sad, I needed an escape. This amazing app became my escape and I never gave up this app. I've never deleted it and hopefully never will. The years I've been on here are counting how long I've been struggling with life, how long I've never truly been happy, how long my life has been complete shit. It may not seem long, but it really takes a toll. So I'm here to say thank you @wattpad and everyone who has ever talked to me on here because I don't think I'd be here today without having this hideaway. This is where I hide from my reality and you've all been here on this journey with me without knowing it. Reading the stories on here have built up my character. Made me who I am today. Not just a shit person, but a shit person with a great personality. If it weren't for Wattpad I don't think I would have made it this far without breaking completely. I know nobody will look at this, but maybe one day. Someday. Someone somewhere will see this. That will be the day my frens. That will be the day……

Hi yes most of you probably don't care but I am so emotionally drained and unstable I have a hard time updating my books so if it ever takes me awhile to update its not because I don't have ideas I'm just so drained all the time I lay there for hours on end not being able to do anything but cry. And to all my close friends that can see this if a word of this is said at school I won't hesitate to stab with a plastic knife at lunch