I am sorry, my dear readers.
I had been in a slump for writing and to think that my inspiration for writing, Kim Jonghyun from SHINee died from suicide due to depression. For some people, he was just another korean idol..but for me, he was my rock and anchor. He inspired me to do better, to write more and to help others as much as I could.
I am really sorry, everyone. I need to take a break and everything I see on twitter and facebook about him crushed me and I cannot hold my tears. I am crying while typing this.. I am sorry again.
To everyone who had any mental illnesses, you are loved, you are amazing and you are worthy for the love given to you and kindness. You are not alone. Please reach your trusted people and seek for help.
Rainsworth.