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Why I write.

I guess you can say writing is my little escape from reality.. It gives me a chance to leave my life and fully submerge myself in someone else, somewhere else. I write because I have no where else to convey my true feelings about who I am, where I am, and situations I put myself in. No one knows this side of me. I put on a great smile and a happy persona, but on the inside, I'm broken down. 

Writing lets me get away from all of that. I can pretend to be someone else, feel absolutely disconnected to what's real. Even if it's only for a minute, I feel utterly and completely relaxed. All the anxiety is gone, all the depression is gone, all the insomnia is gone. I get to create a new voice for myself. I can speak what I want to desperately to say without having to actually say it. I can use the cryptic words to get my message across in a way that doesn't tie me down and hold me responsible. 

I don't have to be responsible. I don't have to be perfect. I don't have to be socially acceptable. I don't have to be limited. I don't have to be anything. I can be whatever I want, whenever I want. 

That's why I write.