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Hey hie dear ❤️ 
          I would like to suggest you my book ✨
          Try it and only continue if you like it and I would love to know it . 
          It's a story of childhood lovers bestfriends who got seperated and met after 12 years . See how their journey unfolds . 
          Ml-Ryan Walia (mafia boss ) 
          Fl- Isha advani (ceo ) 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/376637170?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=DPCwrites01

Texting and the aftermaths
          
          You know the thing where you text and suddenly you're online and your best friend leaves?
          
          She waited for a while. She went offline too, hoping a ding would notify his presence, which unfortunately didn't happen. Disappointment filled her heart as the thought of disturbing him from his life plagued her mind. Quickly she typed, "Okay then, carry on". To this, he replied "Carry on with what exactly"
          
          It could be the network glitching 
          she shouldn't be upset at her fate dissing. 
          She should be studying instead of ditching
          Instead of texting her friend whom she's missing.
          
          But all these thoughts don't reach her cognitive center as which is flooded with thoughts.
          
          'Maybe he's just like me. Texting each other when we're free, bored or have things to share'
          'Maybe he's just like the rest who quite contrary to the rest, has the decency to quickly type a later before disappearing behind the dark green below his name'
          This virtue of his has taught her 2 things. Not only is her faith in polite and assuring texting restored. But she also learnt he's polite for the most part which makes her feel respected and secure.
          

A lot has changed.
          Changes became a routine
          Guess my mental age stopped from 2018 to 2020 when I was busy with chasing after a dream.
          
          Something that was meant to be a joke? I saw on the internet a while ago.
          
          "Why do we say 'chase your dreams'? I mean, what did you do that your dreams run away from you?"
          
          Now this, got me thinking.

Declaration!
          
          I am not into cheesy romantic fictions anymore!
          
          Anymore cause I once was, and I am okay with that. It's the way of growing up. Reading gives you experience to change shoes. It's only natural your shoes either get worn-out or your shoe size changes.
          
          Fanfictions too are very not-my-style anymore.
          
          Except for some which already found their place into my memory.
          
          And also others which are more fictional than fan. By that I mean, the one where the person/character I am a fan is in an alternate universe.
          
          This has been happening since the summer of 2022. After I fell in love with 25-21. My reportedly last kdrama (so far)
          
          The summer of 2020 was when I began this journey of reading fictions and fan fictions too.
          I miss this part of me. But well, I'm growing.
          
          I still read from time to time, only that it's not that often.
          

I once made a friend here on wp.
          The said friend approached me through these messages of mine.
          He's not available over here anymore.
          And I did a mistake that led to this wall of silence between us.
          
          I wish he comes back. 

Is there anyone who even reads these? Lol
          
          Anyways just want to caution my fellow Indians that's it's been raining pretty badly in several places of our homeland. Rainy season and the illnesses it bring are worrisome as is, but covid on the rise with upcoming monekypox...well we're used to it now, aren't we?
          

I am very late
          But anyways
          
          Kai RJ
          
          This man does realistic covers for anime music. A mere thought of Indian covering "Akuma no ko" brought me to him and now I'm a fan of lets say...a month? 
          
          <3

Do I have to post something because I'm back?
          
          Anyways lots of stuff have happened.
          
          Me, passing my first year of medschool.
          
          Me dealing with some issues with my monthly every month.
          
          Second year of medschool is fun? I'm into games and figuring how I should be studying. 
          
          Me, watching the sufferings of people and crying.
          
          Texting my crush has been mutual. Our conversations, pretty natural. Until our last call. Then he kinda began about dating and stuff and asked me if I ever dated? If anyone asked me out? What I think of him and stuff.
          
          Uhh that made it awkward between us. Atleast from my side. 
          
          I mean back in my early high school, I had a thing for him but never spoke that much. Then I kept comparing guys to him. Now that we're texting, I've put past this feeling of attraction I have towards him and we became good friends. Having deep conversations and meaning judgements.
          
          One thing he asked, which I dreamt he would have asked sooner. Either ways my answer will be no. But now it feels awkward.
          
          I can't help but view him with different eyes. 
          
          This is much more awkward than when he accidentally texted about hentai or read pick up lines to me on our first call.
          
          Last Sunday was fun. We talked a lot. 8 was excited he called me first but then we talked about things and parted in a weird way.
          
          No more texts from either ends.
          
          Dua was right
          I know he texts me when he's alone and bored.
          
          I just hope we'd get past this phase some day and resume being friends. A guy best friend other than my dad and brother is sometimes useful and I don't trust people easily.
          
          Oh btw I'm jealous that some guys talk to her and that she so conveniently held his arm. Well as long as he's a good guy I guess. 
          
          I dont know if I will come out or not 
          I dont know if I will ask her out.
          I dont know if this attraction I have towards her stays or not 
          I dont know if she says yes

Baka! Baka! Baka!!
          
          Why didn't I learnt that tokyo revengers is a little too much of action and blood shed. My heart eu can't take too much. 
          
          Hiatus from Tokyo revengers until I get stronger 
          
          T^T
          
          P.s the aftermath of s1 ep 10

Happy valentine's day ❤️ ❤️ ilysm ❤️ ❤️