i want to sink every pieces of my works into oblivion. the past 2 years i ve had fun, thank you so much for the loves that you people gave me, i dont deserve them, and never will i. im burdened, i do have uncompleted works, they are all ready to be shown, but im scared. guys, i live in a different country, i can STILL ... understand the mother tounge language and the second language at the same times, but i cant express Vietnamese in a lively way like i used to, i have so many ideas in my head, but it's hard for me to express into words! guys, please understand me. i now can provide ideas, but can never be a writer/author again. day by day, i look at you guys voting and commenting for new chapters, new works, it's reinforced my wills to keep going, but i cant, and my works make me have such ENORMOUS burden. i can never be the author like i used to, no i cant, guys ... im scared of my own works , yes i am, i want to stop writing , but at the same time i want to keep my works here , so that people can still enjoy them, but they burden me, the kids are the burdens to their mom! i cant help but delete everything, so people can forget me , they will then forget my works , then everything will start over as 0 , remain as 0 and will never change. im not giving up, i just dont want to keep working when myself cant write anymore.
Shino House ( 10/8/15 ~ 19/11/17 11:22pm )