vent:
idk im just so tired right now. and honestly im starting to feel more and more like this everyday. i try so hard to be perfect and fit in but nothing i do is ever enough for anyone. i hate people taking snaps with my face in them because i feel insecure that the person that looks at my face will think im ugly. every little thing that gets messed up breaks me and i dont know what to do. i get teased and made fun of by my friends who say its a joke and tell me not to take things so seriously. and i still put on a smile and pretend i dont care when deep down i care so much. i just feel like my entire life is a whole big loop right now and every day is the same. im tired of being looked at as the girl people are friends with but no one finds attractive. its hurting when every guy you like decides to turn for your perfect body,short brunette best friend. and look at you as "just that girl she always hangs out with" im just tired of it all when am i going to catch a brreak. when will things change? acctually ill answeer that, they wont. and i dont know what to do with myself because if i keep this up im gonna end up breaking down in the middle of class and then that will be a whole new title for me. idek whats happening rn im honestly about to start getting into weed because thats the only thing motivating me to go to school for.
sorry this is rly long and boring and pick me .
hope youre doing better than i am !
