wrinkledsticks
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Hi, I don't know if you remember me or not but uh this is Jap. I was just thinking about everything that went down last year this week, and I couldn't stop thinking about it and writing this is the only way I can stop thinking about it. Atleast I think.
I wanted to apologise again. Even if it means nothing, and idk if you will ever see this but I just wanted to get this out of my chest- hence why I chose to come back here.
It seems selfish of me to write this, but it's too late to back out now. So I'm just going to say it.
It took me some time to truly come to terms with the situation, and even then I'd just get overwhelmed.
I'm really sorry I did that. You didn't deserve being lied to. And she clearly didn't deserve my harrasment.
Nobody deserves that treatment. My actions were disgusting.
I'm really sorry for that.
I remembered some of the old memories of Wattpad, and I think, no I probably did contribute into its toxicity, because it used to be really good and innocent and free of hate.
Or maybe that was just us as kids.
I realise I fucked up really bad, but I'm also fine with it now to be honest ? I learned a lot, changed a lot, now I'm here.
I never meant to hurt you. I'm sorry I did. It doesn't excuse or justify my actions. I was in a bad place and I made others miserable too for it. That wasn't right of me to do.
Thanks for reading- that is if you read this anyway.
And happy belated birthday.
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@wrinkledsticks I don’t even use this app anymore and haven’t for years, so this is the first thing I see when I logged in. Idc if this message was a year ago, I have shit to say. idc about all the past drama on here, which was shallow or petty. I was less mature back then, and I’ve grown enough to realise that online drama just isn’t worth losing sleep over (esp as kids). BUT, what you did is different. u were my closest friend on here (so much so that we met), but despite everything, what you did is worse than any of it. I can say that even though Via and I were no longer even friends, because NOTHING warranted the bs u said. It’s not just that you lied, it’s what you lied ABOUT. I didn’t deserve your dishonesty, sure, but, Via didn’t deserve the disgusting things you said to her. You had the audacity to call me and tell me she and her friends were "accusing you" of being that horrible account and how you were so upset because you "would never be capable of doing anything like that to anyone." It was vile, insensitive, and unchangable, and you knew that when you were blocked as soon as i found out. whatever ur doing with urself, do so without contacting me. I won’t associate with someone capable of saying even half of what you did. The only reason this message is anywhere near the length it is is to emphasise how fucked up that shit was properly to you for the last time. DO NOT respond to this, i have no interest in starting a conversation. ik you wouldn't have the balls to try to reconcile with via, so don't try with me either. You not saying fucked shit to me doesn't mean i want anything to do with you Ananya
ViaVolterra
@wrinkledsticks sybau ur behaviour was PSYCHOTIC no "self aware" paragraph makes up for it leave her alone
