wrinkledsticks
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Hi, I don't know if you remember me or not but uh this is Jap. I was just thinking about everything that went down last year this week, and I couldn't stop thinking about it and writing this is the only way I can stop thinking about it. Atleast I think.
I wanted to apologise again. Even if it means nothing, and idk if you will ever see this but I just wanted to get this out of my chest- hence why I chose to come back here.
It seems selfish of me to write this, but it's too late to back out now. So I'm just going to say it.
It took me some time to truly come to terms with the situation, and even then I'd just get overwhelmed.
I'm really sorry I did that. You didn't deserve being lied to. And she clearly didn't deserve my harrasment.
Nobody deserves that treatment. My actions were disgusting.
I'm really sorry for that.
I remembered some of the old memories of Wattpad, and I think, no I probably did contribute into its toxicity, because it used to be really good and innocent and free of hate.
Or maybe that was just us as kids.
I realise I fucked up really bad, but I'm also fine with it now to be honest ? I learned a lot, changed a lot, now I'm here.
I never meant to hurt you. I'm sorry I did. It doesn't excuse or justify my actions. I was in a bad place and I made others miserable too for it. That wasn't right of me to do.
Thanks for reading- that is if you read this anyway.
And happy belated birthday.
