creepilyawkward

Question, are you secretly a Shinigami?  Cause, you know... Shinigami love apples `•~•`

GUYS, I'm /properly/ back- I promise. I'm so sorry for torturing you guys like this. I mean, not updating and all. I sincerely apologise. When I came back I had over 300 notifications and I just, THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT DESPITE MY INACTIVENESS. I LOVE YOU GUYS AND THANK YOU SO MUCH.
          
          *proceeds to bow*
          
          This update is to inform you guys of what's currently up irl for me and something extremely important regarding the Ashdrew Fanfics/Imagines and Eugene fanfic/Imagines. 
          
          First things first, I got accepted into a local art school *cRIES*
          …and currently, Miraculous Ladybug trash… don't know if I'll write fics about that though. (You decide :v~)
          
          …and SECOND AND MOST IMPORTANT: ASHDREW/EUGENE/BUZZFEED FICS- WILL I EVER CONTINUE THEM?
          
          The answer, I'm afraid, is no. [Ashdrew] was a thing. Yes, /was/. Due to the lack of BuzzFeed videos of Ashdrew and posts of Ashdrew in general… my drive and inspiration to write about Ashdrew has went down. I couldn't understand what BuzzFeed was doing and apparently it was because Ashdrew wasn't exactly their aim for BFV (BuzzFeedViolet); and although i understand, It just sucks, y'know? I've really been trying my hardest to grab inspiration from music, other tics and rewatching videos but It just didn't work out for me anymore. I really would love to continue them fics and actually end them; but until I find inspiration to write about Ashdrew again, I will end the fic. Regarding the Eugene imagines… It's the same for them. Anne, who I originally made the imagines for, still has hots for Eugene but not so much anymore. I just hope my fics are enough to feed ya'll thirst since it too ended like a cliffhanger.
          
          I feel extremely guilty and I admit I wasn't online because i was afraid of going to get bombarded with notifications demanding I continue a fic. I was right but it wasn't as demanding as it was in my head. Forgive me.
          
          …and i hope you all look forward to possibly other fanfics on here in the future.
          
          Thanks so much for reading!!

HELLO, GUYS~ I'M BACK.
          -
          Well, I finished those very important exams and am simply waiting for the results which come out next year January. Technically, I have "a lot" of time but I need this time to catch up
          on what I haven't been supposedly getting caught up with. For example, I have to catch up with my manga and anime and possibly other various shows. I have also managed to get a job- I need money for school next year so. Here's me saving up ~ 
          
          • • • and so, regarding my fanfics... • • •
          
          1) Ashdrew Fanfictions: I have to put them on hold; As you've heard, the ship has sunk. I heard from a fellow ashdrew shipper that she has heard (from twitter, apparently) that in last years vidcon(? If I remember correctly...) a fan asked why there wasn't anymore ashdrew videos and they said because it doesn't promote feminism. Yes, it sounds like a loud of bullshit and I myself won't take that reason- in fact, I want to know the truth. But the point is, they've (BuzzFeed) has sunk the ship and in order to continue, I'd need more inspiration and well, it's really hard since there isn't much videos to prompt me. So, the fics may come extremely slowly. I apologize sincerely...
          
          2) Eugene fics. I'm not going to lie, I completely forgot I made these badboy fanfics up. For this, I'm pretty sure I have tons of inspiration... Problem is, I made these things for Anne who is a hugeass fangirl and I... I'm just neutral with Eugene. I just legit tease the fangirls because it brings me joy so... Not being a crazy fangirl doesn't help in my writing so, ANNE I NEED YOU AGAIN. 
          
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          I hope this post covered various things. I'm glad to see even my work from last year has gotten quite the audience and attention and I really am totally grateful for ya'll support!!
          Keep encouraging me and pushing me to update!! heheheh, If possible, please give me inspiration about any fanfic by personal messaging me!!
          
          Thank you for reading!!
          
          ❤️❤️❣I hope you have a great day❣❤️❤️

ashdrew=life

I'm SO SORRY I wasn't able to update for a very long time...
          My schedule has gotten from tight to tighter. TT____TT
          
          I keep my promise of making it up to you guys when mid-nov or Dec comes- I literally don't even have time for myself. ...
          
          If you want to see a more active me, just go on my tumblr and leave a fanfic suggestion and maybe I could update my stories based on your ideas!! Thank you!!!! 
          
          And I'm extremely sorry. *bows deeply*

FINALLY UPDATED!
          
          You guys have no idea how the stress is building up
          on my side and;
          
          Let all you, my readers, Be Warned.
          I may update every weekend but if worse came to worse, I would probably update every 4 or 5 weekends or just basically, during my free time.
          
          Just letting you all know first. 
          
          Thanks for reading and please keep being patient!!
          
          
          ~pat xxxx

My second week of school was also stressful; Had to stay back a lot and I didn't have enough time to study. =_= wth school ;_;"

I swear to apples; If I have to do another thing "by the end of the week" next week, I will eat everyone in school.
          
          good night, you guys!!
          Hopefully I can update soon ><!!
          
          R e s p o n s i b i l i t y 
          /sob

Guys, I'm not posting frequently because school has started over at my side of the world- I also have actual real-life responsibilities. 
          
          So, please, I hope you all be patient with me-
          
          I will try to make sure each imagine or fanfic I post is worth it. 
          
          Thank you so much for reading, voting and commenting!
          
          I really appreciate it :)
          
          <3
          
          ~pat
          
          xx

Finished Eugene's imagine~!!
          
          Still in the mall(s) with my mother shopping for her clothes (for work)... (new company rules =^=)..
          
          HAPPY NEW YEARS!!
          
          …and happy reading;D
          
          ~pat
          
          P.S. legit sitting with a 8 year old, also waiting for her mom. #stillachild #theresnodifference