𝓕𝓸𝓻𝓰𝓸𝓽 𝓶𝓮 𝓷𝓸𝓽.

Forgot my password but I'm back in a new format only for the ones I care for the most on this forsaken app.

'forget about me'. i should punch you- the answer is no. ;-; 

I love you. ❤

I remember some of the most random things but I can't seem to remember what I said or done earlier today, it's like my brain is an etch a sketch or something because like 10 minutes or an hour later, I forget things. Maybe I've been in one too many comas 

Random fact about me: I use to hunt down animals and torture them because doing that to humans is against the law. 
          But now I love and respect animals more than humans. 

Me watching two broke girl: I remember when I was like 10 watching this show and at the time I was going to a new school, they gave me a 'Getting to know you' paper and it said 'whats your favorite show' I put two broke girls. My teach really didn't like that- so after school she asked me 'does your mom really allow you to watch that adult show like that' and I said 'my mom barely watches me so I can almost watch anything I want to.' So she called cps- When we arrived at home my mom told them that it was a misunderstanding because she's mostly at work so my brother watches me all the time, with was a lie, so when they finally left my mom beat my ass and told me a can't eat dinner tonight for telling lies.
          
          Still one of my favorite tv shows tho

merry christmas everyone *cocks gun*

Today I found out I'm one of those 'buy an iced coffee in cold weather' type gays and I'm proud of it 

Do you ever just realize you're a terrible person that deserves to rot that you have to.. escape.. so you dont mess up things even more eventho its far beyond fixing..?
          
          That's what I'm going to do for awhile.. 
          Please dont worry.. I wont do anything as bad as what I've done in the past or present. I'll keep myself alive... ending it wont give me a chance to try to fix the unfixable.  It might seem useless or stupid but it's what I always strive to  do in life.. and someone have love, feed and to take care of Demon, knowing the people who I live with, they will feed her to the dogs.. literally and metaphorically..
          

I love you soo
          Please let me go...
          I love you so..
          Please let me go...
          I love you so...
          Please.. let.. me go....