@_vamp_girl_
Hey All!
It has been a while! how have yall been?
If you're wondering I'm doing good.
If you want to connect somewhere other than here, follow me on TikTok. Or if you just want to be nice lol I'm trying to grow my account
My thing is @alicia.monique
If you do, let me know I'll try and follow back. that's all for now.
talk to you all soon?
sometimes i just wanna tell you. i just wanna tell you i don't wanna be friends anymore. or we can be friends but not the kind of friends we are. bcs sometimes its toxic. you lie. and do a lot of stuff and I'm not the only one. i have i friend that tells me it happened to her. but i cant bring my self to be like *insert name here* i don't think we can be friends anymore, or something like that. but Ik i have to. but its now. soon. maybe later. a week. a month. a year. i just know.. and after that we'll see. I'll be sad ofc but if its for me to idk the word lol i gotta do it...and soon...
Its been a bit since i talked to you and i miss you i do and theres alot i never got to tell you and i wish i did like the fact that i still like you and i told you i didnt like you anymore. i miss you and i wish i would have tried more when we were together. i love you and i still love you. i never got over you and i never will.. i wish i can have another chance. i wish you would be my valentine tmwr.. i just you see this..
i remember when we first talking back in middle school,i remember thats when i first fell for you. then high school came and i found out you like me i was so excited. i remeber being shy around you when we started to build something more then a friendship, and i know you probaly don't like me anymore, but i just need you to know this.. i honestly never felt this way about someone bcs usally i would be over someone already but im not over you... so please let a miracle happen and you hop on here and see this and my dm to you
happy birthday toooooooooo me yayyyyy lol
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4 months ago i let you go out of my life. it was one of the hardest decisions i ever made. if i stayed with you it would have been 11 months together. almost year. sometimes i do think of you and sometimes i do miss you. like im ngl im kinda missing you rn, tmrw would have been 11 months. i do wonder where we would be rn if i had broke up with you. i wonder if we would have acutally met because thats what i wanted 8 months we were together to met you but we couldnt, everytime you were free i wasnt, when i was free you werent free. tbh i dont think our relationship was built to last anyways. we barely spoke, we never met, we went through a rough patch where we thought each of us thought we didnt love each other anymore.. and when you made plans and invited me i made problems by not being able to go. we werent bulit to last, we were good on paper and maybe we could have been that picture perfect couple but it wasnt meant to be. and sometimes i wonder if you could wait for me until i wanna be with you again but that wont ever happen. ive been hoping somebody loves you in the ways i couldnt, taking care of the mess i made. i hope somebody can love you better then i did and not make the mistake i did. someone will love you, but it couldnt be me. i never meant to make the mistake i made, and i wont do to anyone again,, i didnt know what else to do,, you were there but not always like you were supposed to be and im sorry i never told you my mistake i couldnt bring myself to do it so i just broke up with you. im really sorry for it.but im going to be honest if i could turn the clock back i wouldnt make that mistake. and youre always gonna be the girl im always gonna want back, i remember when i broke up with you i couldnt stop crying and i couldnt talk about it.no matter how long weve been apart im always gonna want you back and even though i say ive moved on and even though i though ik your gone all i think about is where i went wrong
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we knew this prolly wasnt built to last
Ive been hoping somebody loves you in the ways i couldnt.
'm gay
