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I haven't heard from my twin in so long, christmas is about to suck balls.....

online-ish

*sniffles and walks up to a grave and kneels down next to it and places my hand on it and then pulls a piece of folded paper out of my coat and opens it and begins to read it*
          
          Hey baby, it's Emma. I guess I'm doing okay. Actually, who am I kidding. I don't know if I can do this. How am I supposed to raise these kids without you? I don't know what happened, and I guess I'll never know. But, I do know that I can't deal with this. I can't do it. I live our kids to death, and I love you... Some part of me thought that maybe one day, we were gonna get married and then live a long and happy life together. Guess the long life part got cut short for one of us. 
          *starts to cry* I miss you baby. Gosh I m-miss you so much. Little Braxton is getting so big. He's looking more like you every day. And Eric... Gosh, I see you in him all the time. He's so smart angels_last-breath    Draven... Your babies are so beautiful. Our babies....i remember when we first met. I remember going to the bar that night and I remember glancing up at you and you were just looking down at me like I was the most beautiful thing in the room, like I was the only thing in the room. I remember how protective you were over me and when you found out Tanner hit me, you wanted to kill him. I remember moving to Paris to get away from everyone to be happy. Adopting Eric was the best thing to ever happen to us. And then having a baby if our own was just the cherry on top of our perfect family. I miss you so much. I just hope you're keeping an eye on us from up there. I love you with all my heart and hope that one day all of us will be together again. Till then, I won't say goodbye because I pray I see you again, so I'll say see you later. I love you.
          -Emmalee
          
          *gently folds the letter and lays it under some flowers on a grave* I miss you so much baby *gently kisses the tip of my finger and places them on the tombstone where his name is and stands up as wipes my eyes and walks away* -Emma