not a cactus

damn, how is there not a single meme book for the Arcane: League of Legends fandom on here? (at least, i haven't been able to find one.) i might just have to change that

life has been crazy health and mental health wise for me once again and I'm now back online. sorta? I think? i really don't know at this point lmao

when you put two easily distracted dumbasses together, a call that was supposed to be like an hour or two quickly turns into six hours and welp, now it's four in the morning and one of you has to work in three hours.

there is just something so pure and precious about people when they're sleepy or drunk (well, depending on how they act. i just happen to know a lot of people who either act really happy, goofy, sleepy, or really fucking gay lmao). i dunno, i've just ended up having a lot of late night/early morning conversations with some of my friends this week and oml people can be so cute wth. 
          
          i mean, like two nights ago or something a friend of mine and i just ended up making noises at each other for like a solid five minutes at 2 am before one of us finally left the call for the night, and we were messing around while half-asleep for like two hours earlier too and now i have a ton of random af gifs and short videos in my messages. people can be really great sometimes lol

so, i'm alive. just fell off the face of the earth again bc istg, life just keeps getting wackier and wackier.

the eternal struggle: do I want to get another ear piercing or do I want to be able to sleep on my side? 
          
          not me already wanting another piercing after I just got two new ones pretty much exactly a month ago...

So, now that I can actually think, explanation time. Mix burnout with plummeting mental and physical health and you get no motivation to do absolutely anything, including be on the Internet. I'm still a bit burnt out, but I've managed to get my health back under control for the time being. I should, in theory, be good to get back on here at least sort of more regularly now, and will probably catch up with things sometime today.

Well, crap. I fell off the face of the Earth. Sorry about that; things have been crazy.

Oh, and I ended up finishing NaNoWriMo with exactly 50k words. I cannot believe how hard that was, jfc.

I recently connected with an old friend of mine who is into writing so, now I’m doing NaNoWriMo with her. And it looks like I’m pantsing this novel because I didn’t even remember NaNoWriMo existed until the day before the first. So, I obviously didn’t have time to make an outline.  
          
          I did NaNoWriMo a few years ago, but this is a lot harder than I remember it being lol. It’s only two days in and I’m already like a thousand words behind.