um, hi. i' not dead! (unfortunately.. jk)
school is finally over for me!
honestly, i can't believe it's already over. it went by so fast, hell this entire year is going by a little too fast for my liking.
anyways. i really wanted to confess my feelings to my crush (which i have a lot to say abt but won't bc it'll take years to explain all our jokes and nicknames. but i will tell you that i liked him in november-december, then lost feelings for him in january, then finally came to terms with my feelings in febuary, and i've liked him ever since. lol) i didn't say anything bc i have a strict mom and she would want to meet him 1st, get to know him, and give me several more talks abt sex and all that jazz, which i've heard a million times just bc i have guy friends. she'll also never let me leave by myself to go on a date with him bc she's scared i can't defend myself and get kidnapped or hurt.
i also chickened out and couldn't find any good times to talk to him, and i didn't know if he was going to say anything.
but, while i was walking home w/ my friend, i told her that i wanted to know if my crush felt the same way and she said to just text him bc it won't do that much harm bc even though we're going to the same high school, it will be rare if we get any classes together and he'll probably forget abt it or move on by the time school starts.
so i need your opinion: do you think i should confess to him or not?
i'll probably say somewhere that i don't really expect him to feel the same way lol
anyways, night <3