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Well fuck in the middle of a gender and sexuality crisis because my mum yelled at me about how jesus hates me because im a fuck up and she would disown me but she needs me to warn my siblings not to be like me or they will go to hell

Broken... a good word that describes me at the moment. I just... i really want to feel something thats not nothing. I feel as tho all the hard work ive put in to getting better is just going down the drain and i cant stop it from happening. I havent taken my antis in like 2 weeks or any of my other medication tbh and i have eaten in 3 weeks and i just dont know what to do. My mum wants to put me in hospital and i dont quiet no where i have to be at this stage i just really want to be dead. Fuck im a disappointment.

Than again it could be a prank he does that alot

My boyfriend decided to move to the gold coast without telling me... did we break up?

Imma leave now cause even i am sick of me atm

Someone would say duck and i would probs look around like where?

For an australian armg cadet i sure am a peice of shit soldier. We will get instructions and then someone will have to whisper the whole instruction to me again. Wow i am a shit solider if i was on a battle field i would die

Ahhhhhh i wish i was dead

I realise that i cut that story in half and didnt finnish the story about me being luke hemmings

Today we had to do this thing a youth and they said write down someone you want to be and i wanted to write normal on the sticky note but i ended up writing luke hemmings and then i wrote joe is a weeabo on the board that was ment to say how we were feeling and joe just shook his head at me