I once read in a book that the best way to break an old habit is to make it unattractive and unsatisfying. Nd the more I think about it, the more I realize, that maybe, just maybe that’s exactly what’s happening to me.
For the longest time, every time I picked up my phone, my fingers would automatically lead me here (it happen always (･ัω･ั)) I came here to read, to escape, to breathe nd sometimes to talk with you. ( When I just want to, kidding:)
Hmm, Wattpad used to feel like a small home for me, aplace where I could rest my mind and let myself enjoy something simple, something enjoyable but lately, tbh, I don’t feel like that anymore. The excitement, the comfort, the happiness, they slowly fading without me noticing it.
Nd today, it just hit me. Maybe it’s time to let go this app (I feel bad tho). I know this is sudden, honestly, it surprised me too. ( Fr, I was just laying on bed then my mind goes, "u need to let go this app it's doesn't feel right anymore" and I was like "what?" )
But yk there are moments in life where u just know that there's something needs to end, even if you can’t put all the reasons into words and yk that’s how this feels. I realized that holding onto something that no longer brings me joy is just another habit I need to break.( Hmm, I really need to let go...this time (･ัω･ั). I want to say sorry to those I didn’t get to talk with more nd thank you to everyone who ever interacted with me. Even the small “how are you?” messages meant more than u think. Those tiny moments of kindness stayed with me. ( Fr, u are all the best, truly )
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