I just remembered one of my most embarrassing moments. Last year, I went to the annual day of my old school. I went on stage to sing a song, and everyone said it was good. But the problem wasn’t with my singing. I was wearing anti-wrinkle Korean pants and a high-neck shirt. Somehow, by the time I got on stage, the pants had stuck to me in such a way that it outlined everything in the front. I didn’t realize this until I finished singing and came backstage. My sister told me that the audience had actually been laughing in the background. When I heard that, I felt so uncomfortable, embarrassed, and even disgusted with myself for not noticing how noticeable it was.
I remembered that moment now because my sister mentioned it when I said I was planning to sing there again this year. So, I thought I’d write it here to share. My other sisters said, “It’s okay, you don’t have to mind what others think. Just do whatever you like, but be careful next time.” That actually made me feel a little relieved, but I’m still confused about whether I should sing or not. Last year, I sang Jungkook’s "Standing Next to You," and this year I’m thinking about singing "Apt."
