So, did I mention a writing event in a discord server forced me to write? No? Well I am now. The server does have a Wattpad account. If you want to follow the account, go for it, it's one of the recent accounts I've followed so. The writing event is for October. I've been seriously writing non-stop, which I have friends who can verify that. The chances of me uploading the oneshot for the event anywhere is slim, but I mostly likely will, since I've worked so hard on it. Currently at the moment I feel like my brain is slowly giving up on me when it comes to ideas, just bc of how much I've been working on this, and how little breaks I've tried to give myself just so this wouldn't happen, because there is a deadline, although it hasn't actually been said in the server, besides clearly it being close to the end of September going to October, best I can think of where the deadline would be. It's currently the 20th for me, but since I most definitely have a different timezone to the owner of the server, it's probably a different day for them. The oneshot I'm doing for the event is currently at 829 words, which isn't including the summary I did for it, and even the summary gave me trouble when I first started. I didn't get to the summary and finish it until after I finished a paragraph and possibly started on another one, just to figure out how I was wanting it to go, and to make sure everything I was writing led up to how I wanted it to in my mind. When it comes to writing I tend to want to plan beforehand on what I'm going to do, so I don't mess up or anything. Even so I want to at least get to 1k words for it to be finished. There wasn't a word limit, so I'm trying to push my boundary on the writer's block I have just to see if getting to 1k words on this oneshot would help in any ways to get me out of it or close to it. Even if I get ideas, the ability to try and write it and it turn out well, is low. Sure my music is helping in it's own way, but it's not helping much.
