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I don't have the courage to speak my mind

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Like I just realized I don't have a best friend I have best friends but they would gladly chose their best friend over me and I guess that's ok because it's their best friend and you always chose them over someone else it's just I wish someone would do that for me. Like I've moved to a two different states in 7th and eighth grade and and then I came back to the place I started and I don't think anything was the same when I came back like we were still like really good friends but it was different and now I'm going to high school and I literally know one person and I'm getting really anxious and all I want to do is cry I'm sure I'll be fine I've gone to other schools not knowing anyone but every time I just get so nervous and now I'm rabbling about my problems that aren't even important like I feel like  so selfish when I talk about stuff like this because people have harder things to deal with then this