I’m so sorry to say this for my book but I’m loosing a lot of motivation for it and I’ve only written 500 words for a chapter I’ve been working on for weeks bcs of how unmotivated I am,I will be trying to write a lot when I get that sudden spark of motivation but it won’t be coming soon because I have finally been very content with my life so far and I really want to live in the moment instead of doing something I’m not motivated to do.I started the book because I was very bored and a friend told me that I should start writing here and I found it very enjoyable until the 5th and 6th chapter,since then I’ve just been mopping around trying to finish chapters that I didn’t even want to do but continued to do because I remembered the feeling of not being able to read a new chapter for a long time of a fanfic that I enjoyed so I tried my best to not disappoint but the more I did,the less fun it was to write and it’s starting to become a drag,and I’m moving on in life as I’m finally happy and removed all of the toxic things in my life,met friends that I can be myself to without worrying about what they think,finally started my passion for drawing again,watched a lot of anime’s and listened to my favourite songs,not to mention that I’m finally able to dress how i want to and can fully express myself.My life is starting to move back again as when I was writing,my life was not what I wanted it to be but when my friend introduced me to writing I got a spark and finally had something to work on.But now that I got my life back together I have lost my spark for writing.I’am so sorry for the people who want to see new chapters every week but I think I will only be updating every few 1-3 months or something like that as the only reason y Ik still writing is because I do not want to disappoint u guys who want to read my book.I really hope you understand this and I’m sorry again for not being able to publish as often as I did at the start.
