_zippy1x
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love these teachers throwing a shitton of work to do when we just got back from break today- i know it’s high school, but you can’t possibly believe we’ll bounce right back into doing almost completely pointless work after two weeks off, right? i need time to adjust and shit
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(TW: sewerslide) i have to go back to hell now- (aka school) i don’t wanna go school genuinely makes me wanna km/s..
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wait lowkey why does charlie’s pikachu remind me of brightheart- they’re both one-eyed, have scars over their unusable eye, and have had special training to be able to fight and exist with only being able to see out of one eye.. sparky is brightheart reincarnated /j
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imagine sitting on the couch, cuddling with your N plush and watching pokemon sun/moon anime bc ur cramps are killing you and you wanna die too :P
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@ThatWeirdoKitty -] idk bro, nobody can have any original experiences anymore :pensive:
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ThatWeirdoKitty
@_zippy1x … This exact situation has happened to me before minus the N plushie and instead put in my cat … Are you the FIB agent on my phone?
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made mini matching bracelets for my nuzi and oilrose plushies :3 gonna do jesterdoll tomorrow (and jax and caine too) ALSO MY VAPOREON PLUSH ARRIVED AND I LOVE IT SO MUCHHHHH
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starlights i changed my username (somewhat) back to the old one old: @_th3zipster1X new: _zippy1x i’m still the same zip, don’t worry. i’m starting to fixate on pokemon again, and i may start writing a new story of Second Chances again. i wanna fix some things about Charlie — personality, appearance, and possibly her team. she’ll still keep Sparky the Pichu, don’t worry about that :P
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zip’s stupid goals for 2025: - no die - stop sh - watch some more indie animations (i got a bunch of fun recommendations from GLITCHX2024 :3) - and probably not be a pathetic, fatass person nobody likes anymore
tmn_tbh
@_th3zipster1X u got this buddy! <3 happy new years! proud of u for making it another year! *offers smiley face sticker*
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_zippy1x
happy new years eve, guys :]
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(vent — TW/s: brief mention of SH + sewerslide, self-hatred, swearing) why am i sad for no reason. maybe not no reason. maybe because i’m fucking fat and nobody likes me. i don’t even like me. my body is fucking unattractive and fat, and i can’t do shit about it. i feel so fucking disgusting, but not as much physically. more mentally. i feel like every family related issue and my mom’s mental health is all my fault and that everyone would be happier if i was no longer around. i basically have nobody to talk to since my mother’s mental health is declining with her mother and taking care of her father, my dad is being more snippy lately, and my step-brother is being his usual “pain in the ass” self. plus my friends don’t really care. only one out of a handful of my friends have been actively checking on me during winter break to make sure i haven’t continued to cut myself (i have, she just doesn’t know) or that i haven’t given up and ended my sad, miserable life. sorry about the sudden vent/rant after i’ve been so happy and energetic online, guys. just got a lot of mental shit in my head and not a lot of people to spill all my thoughts to.
ThatWeirdoKitty
@_th3zipster1X Excuse me, hi!!! Uhh quick thing I just gotta do *gives infinite hugs* You are brave You are strong You are beautiful You are worth it ❤️❤️❤️ Whatever you feel…it is NOT your fault You are not responsible for anyone’s actions but your own Do not blame yourself for you mom, your dad, and your brother You don’t deserve this, nobody deserves this Just please know there are people who love you and appreciate you and think you’re out of this world in creativity and personality As someone who has an extremely dark history with SH and suicidal tendencies and suicide attempts, it’s not worth it…the pain is never worth it. I won’t tell you everything will be just “fine” because that’s what everyone will say. But I can say, the pain gets better overtime…it doesn’t feel the same level of terrible. And you’ll find something, worth living for…or at least, more important than dying
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