JERRY

Hi author when will the next update come like you end the last chapter there I start making the next scene in my mind  but like always love the book it is excellent some scenes i didn't understand but I love reading it 

I have come to the very scientific conclusion that I am only fully alive when I am hyperfixating.
          
          Like, yes, I exist otherwise. I breathe. I attend life. I reply “okay” to messages. But when I’m hyperfixated? Oh, that’s when the soul clocks in. That’s when my brain lights up like a city at night and suddenly everything has texture.
          
          This is usually accompanied by: – one song on an unhealthy loop
          – writing at hours meant for sleeping
          – a fictional person / idea/ story living rent free in my head
          – me thinking “I have never felt emotions like this before” (I have. Many times.)
          
          Writing becomes oxygen. Music becomes a personality trait. My thoughts stop tripping over each other and instead sprint in the same direction like they’re late for something important.
          
          This is the version of me that feels sharp, dramatic, intense.... in a hot way. The overthinking finally becomes useful. The emotions stop piling up and start turning into sentences. I’m not bored. I’m not numb. I’m consumed. And honestly? I thrive like that.
          
          And when the hyperfixation ends, it’s tragic. The world goes from HD to 480p. Suddenly I’m like “Why am I a human? Why is time linear? Why am I not obsessed with anything right now?” But nothing is wrong, this is just the comedown after feeling everything.
          
          I don’t want peace. I want immersion.
          I don’t want calm. I want intensity.
          I don’t want to skim life. I want to fall into it headfirst.
          
          This is how I love things. This is how I survive my own brain.
          If that sounds like a lot, yeah. It is. And it’s also me.

Hi author, today i read the whole one It is fabulous I love it and when will the next part come I am waiting for it 

Thanks for the update ♡

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I find your story amazing. Update fast I like it :) ✨

Hey buddy 
          If you have any spare time could you please read my story and give feedback to me. The story worth your time.
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/400431992?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=mk7777taekook
          

Heyy author i got sold at the ' Together, they are going to destroy everything ' i don't read incompleted books . So please update all the chapters quickly so I can start reading this .