@a12b50 It is ok, sometimes people think that they can do it, sometimes people are users, and other things. You don't need those people. God is here to help when you ask for it, you have to really believe, it is hard to believe but you need to try. I try all the time. I used to be depressed and i have thought of suicide, but i am better now that God got ahold of me, i mean i saw a change. I have more self confidence and everything, really i found out that my depression came from me thinking that i was worthless and nothing. If you think better of yourself, you might get a little better.