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Hey umm I cut myself it started last year i was trying to help a friend who did self harm I tried to talk her out of it but then one day she snapped at me she told me all the truth but what shocked me the most was the fact that she admitted she did it for the attention she had told me so many lies she told me that the people she was living with we're her foster parents I talked to her 'foster parents' and found out that they were her birth parents I found out all the truth she didn't get raped like she had told me back then it was just me and her a month after she told me she left went to live with one of her uncles I haven't seen her since I cut from depression I stopped thought it was fine but then I started asking myself it she even cared for me or if it was just another thing for attention I saw pics of her on FB and found out she had completely stopped cutting I suffer from depression I cry myself to sleep than I wake up screaming I cut deeper then I should and what scares me a lot is that it doesn't hurt anymore I'm only 13 and people say I'm to young but I    I just don't know what to do anymore everyone thinks I've stopped but I can't tell them I hope i can talk to u with out annoying u sorry for it being so long I just needed to let it out :) soz

Update ang and yes I called u ang cus I don't want to spell your name but realy it is good