hey guys. I wanted to let you know that things aren't getting better. I'm trying so hard to do anything other than sleep and it sometimes feels impossible. dealing with extreme self harm and suicidal thoughts is so exhausting, and I feel so much guilt for being unable to function. thank you so much for continuing to be patient with me, and for reading my work. I want to write because it's an escape, and I can pour my emotions into the characters, and so I'm trying to push through and put something out tonight.
I'll post little updates here and there but in general, thank you. and if you're struggling right now, I want you to know that I see you, and I hear you. I can't imagine how hard it is for you. and if you're suffering in silence, know that you are not alone. I will always be here for any and all of you.
