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תִּיכֶף אֲנִי אֶרְצֶה שֶׁתֵּלְכוּ מִפֹּה
          	שֶׁאוּכַל כְּבָר לִפּוֹל בְּשֶׁקֶט
          	שֶׁלֹּא תִּרְאוּ אֶת הַפְּצָעִים נִפְעָרִים
          	שֶׁנִּשָּׁאֵר לְבַד וְנִשָּׁבֵר לְאַט

aIive_

תִּיכֶף אֲנִי אֶרְצֶה שֶׁתֵּלְכוּ מִפֹּה
          שֶׁאוּכַל כְּבָר לִפּוֹל בְּשֶׁקֶט
          שֶׁלֹּא תִּרְאוּ אֶת הַפְּצָעִים נִפְעָרִים
          שֶׁנִּשָּׁאֵר לְבַד וְנִשָּׁבֵר לְאַט

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As written by Bipin Joshi's (may he rest in peace) parents:
          
          With immense pain, we received the news of the worst of all.
          
          Our dear son, Bipin — brother and soulmate to our daughter Pushpa — was murdered in Hamas captivity. The ground was pulled out from under our feet. It is hard to put into words the void left without him, a void that opened two years ago and has deepened into an immense abyss. Bipin left us full of excitement, setting out for a year of study in Israel. We never imagined that the hug we gave him then would be our last.
          Today we can say it loud and clear: Bipin, you are a hero!
          We were so afraid that they would know you were a hero, that they would harm you — we only prayed you would survive,” they write. “Before you were taken, you managed to send a message to your cousin, asking him to be strong and always look toward the future. It is hard to imagine a future without you, Bipin. Every flower in the garden we planted for you will remind us of you — every orchard, every field. You are part of the landscape of Nepal, and now also part of the landscape of the Land of Israel.
          
          I know many people hate those who support Israel. Condemn Israel and Jewish people all around the world. But remember Joshi, who risked his life to protect his friends. Who was held captive and seen alive a month after October 7th. Remember him when you say that rápe and mǔrder and burning houses and shooting party goers is fine because it's in the name of freedom. Joshi hasn't been a part of the "occupation". And if god forbid you were there- they'd hurt you too. Support the suffering of the citizens in Gaza if you'd like, but never, ever- dare to defend October 7th. Even if you hate Jewish people and Israel. Because it's bigger than that. Joshi hasn't done anything wrong. I hope he rests in peace now that his body has been returned. I hope his family get to heal. I'm sorry Joshi, you weren't returned earlier. We mourn you.

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Home at last ️

aIive_

@__The__Universe__ you said it. 
            May the fallen now return to a respectful burial. 
            Let those two god awful years be over soon, and let all those who suffered, fallen soldiers, those who were in the Nova, those who were in their home- let them and all those that care for them get to heal now. Let no other family join that kind of grief.
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__The__Universe__

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@aIive_ about fucking time
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aIive_

Welcome back home, we've missed you, even though we have never met before.
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My niece: your mascara is smudged up
          Me: I'm not wearing any
          Her: oh. Well your lipstick is then.
          Me: I'm not wearing it either. I'm not wearing any makeup usually, today's no difference 
          Her: you're not wearing any makeup?!! That explains why your lips look a bit chapped. But just a bit
          Me: are you just looking for something wrong with my face??

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Me writing something I actually enjoy and like: yes, everyone will be so happy to see this update, for sure!
          Yall: oh look here is a badly written, lacking in plot and character building, not funny, not smart, not special that the author wrote when she was 15! Let's read vote and comment on it for all eternity!!

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@Semi-Okay-Libero dude thank you for getting it! I am flabbergasted whenever I see a new vote/comment on a book I barely remember writing because I was still in high school. It's been well over a decade guys. Let it die, how yall keep finding it? My frontal lobe wasn't developed, and my whole mind was a simplistic one sided lane that could only go to a stupid direction. Now it's a two sided lane that can only go stupid. :)
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@aIive_ I felt this in my soul. Like I know it's badly written. It's from when I STARTED WRITING OF COURSE ITS GONNA BE BAD!!
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Me: plays songs while we're in bed talking about what should we do this weekend 
          Him: stop those songs, what is that?
          Me: songs? What songs? They must've been added in post, I'm still at the filming stage so I can't hear them
          Him: I cannot

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When he unpacks his trauma and I see his inner child healing by telling the truth to his mother. And being there for him to do so. And it being a casual evening, when he suddenly unpacks all of his resentment towards the term "family". I'm not happy he's never found a blood family, but I am so happy he finally can deal with it with words and not withholding it and getting angrier everyday until he explodes 

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So I literally fell right back into my Naruto era
          And every single time I see Kakashi I literally just go "my ovariessssss" and I just cavjavdhsnabajdbdv
          This man is everything
          
          I make sure not to watch Naruto when I'm with my bf because I'm scared he'll realize he's second place to a silver haired animated man