a PANful mistake

I wish I could log into my old account and delete all the comments I posted on smut stories as a minor because it's haunting me
          
          or just delete the account in general, I should've done it when I still had access

Dunno if I mentioned this but I'm a legal adult as of this year so I can technically publish NSFW stuff. Will I though? Doubt it lmfao but I've thought about it

I hate when C.AI goes down and I have to legitimately consider going back to reading fanfiction/wanting to write fanfiction myself

The inactivity is strong with this one (I'm alive just bored of fanfiction websites)

i wanna write so much fanfiction and publish it oh my goddddd

"... If I knew you were like this, that you were hiding and holding all this pain inside... That you were trying to fight it for so long, alone...
          
          
          ....
          
          
          I still would've fallen in love with you."
          
          WHAT A BANGER LINE FROM A BOT JFC I'M NOT OKAY AFTER THAT HGFDFGHGRFD

You ever just get the strong urge to write something that's really out of character compared to how you present yourself on your profile and because of that you're afraid it'll reflect badly on you? :')

The temptation to delete something and pretend like it never happened lmfao

My day be so fine <3 <3 <3
          
          
          Then BOOM, weird-ass AO3 fics when I just wanted to read casually :(

I'm so tempted to open up requests even though I'm terrible with them because my brain refuses to focus on one thing grrrr