@Bluejayh20 It's fine, I fully understand what you're going through with that; because I've recently felt the same and I'm sure that the author understands. I won't trouble yourself with it to much because if you've apologized and take responsibility, you've done much more than many other people ever care to do. I'm sure that you're a wonderful person. I'll have to look into you're writing I'm certian that it's spectacular, just like you. I hope that whatever that has happened to cause you to feel down is okay now and things start to look up soon. I hope you have a wonderful week