apple i think...?

Man i hate when im unintentionally mean
          
          I dont get offended by things or feel emotions that much anymore ngl so i dont rlly think abt the fact things can hurt people but i do feel like shit afterwards 
          
          Hnh whats the point of talking to people even ngl i genuinely suck as a person and idk why people like talking to me

Tw ig for sensitive topics idfk anymore 
          
          
          
          Ohhh dearrr cherrry...
          
          I wonder if your new partner knows what you did to me.
          
          I wonder if they know how you made me spiral.
          
          I wonder if they know how u kept the guy who s ####ly harassed me around.
          
          I wonder if they know how unloved you made me feel.
          
          I wonder if they know how you used me trusting you enough to vent about something im too scared to share with anyone against me when i was telling you i was recovering.
          
          I wonder if they know the fear i live in because of you.
          
          I wonder if they know that despite you being older then me i was always more mature.
          
          I wonder if they know who you really are.
          
          Or are they just another victim.

Help
          
          Theres so many ingrown hairs on my legs and idk what to do abt it
          
          Like
          
          A lot lot
          
          Lot lot lot
          
          What the fuck

Do yall ever like being called stuff like good boy king boyfriend but hate when people use he/him pronouns on u directly
          
          

"The wounds on my skin continue to bleed as i continue to dig for the wires within"
          
          -???

Did yall know that at some point a couple years ago i was playing roblox with this group of girls[i think] and they ligit told me that didn't like me but they needed me for progression in games
          
          I still dont know how to feel abt this

Mhphmh gay month yea

Whats the crazist stuff yall into lowkey im bored and want to rate it out of 10

sometimes i get notifs from you and when i open them and scroll in my profile for them I CAN'T FUCKING FIND THEM even though i find the announcement you replied on and clicked (view 1 reply) it just FUCKING DISAPPEARS

Growing up crying for help knowing no ones gonna save you and you'll be left to rot in this hell hole for the rest of eternity.
          
          And its not like you can tell your friends the things that go on in your mind. 
          
          They'd just leave you and call you a horrible person.
          
          Nothings ever gonna change.
          
          No matter how much you plea.
          
          -???