@a_lonely_pan
I'm back!!! I'm sorry I took so long to get back...
Anyway, I will try to write as fast as I can but the problem is that I come back to school in the 30th
@sigh100 well I'm pretty busy with school, homework, drawing (commissions) and stuff so... I'm sorry if I do this late, but I will try I didn't know that you were really that interested in my writing. Thanks for asking!
I know this isn't important and I'm just being a attention hoe for posting this but right now life isn't at the best moment and I'm not in the mood to do anything, I'm sorry for not being able to write right now. If I don't come back, it's probably because I was so weak I couldn't continue (if you know what I mean).
Once again I apologize for complaining and being so sensitive and stupid about little insignificant things.
If I am not able to continue, I'm terribly sorry for not being able to do all your requests and things. Please don't forget that you are loved and have many things to live for, even if you don't find them.
If you ever feel like you are not enough and worthless I want to tell you that you are special and important for people, even if you don't think so.
I know that this message is just whole hypocrisy knowing that I don't even believe it but please remember that you are not alone.
There will always be someone for you. I found this someone, but I don't deserve them and I feel like they have been ignoring me, not that I blame them.
And the worst is when I try to talk to them, but my insecurities and my low self-esteem wouldn't let me.
I'm sorry if I don't continue, I'm sorry that I'm so selfish and stupid like to continue.
I apologize for not being able to finish your requests.
I don't know if anybody is going to read this but lately my mental state is deteriorating in some drastic ways so I feel like I'm not able to write or do anything right now, I'm sorry.
I didn't want to write this and waste your time and I don't want to call attention. Just ignore this pathetic excuse for not writing. I'm terribly sorry.
I really don't want to talk right now.
Once again, I'm sorry.
So I wrote a book about an idea that I got at 3 am for making a game out of it, please read it if you want and let me know what you think