a_social_misfit

okay people....i wrote a short story so do check it out.....its called 'chicken noodle soup' here- https://www.wattpad.com/story/296635687-chicken-noodle-soup

wtf_elio

“Straight people, he thinks, probably don't spend this much time convincing themselves that they're straight.”
          ― Casey McQuiston
          
          If you believe in love and that love is love. There's so much beauty in love that goes beyond patriarchy, gender norms, beyond the boundaries set by biggots.  Here's my story HUMSAFAR about to two doctors falling unconditionally in love with each other. I'll be grateful if you give ur previous time into reading it ✨
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/343991688?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=wtf_elio&wp_originator=9SIpd3tVKyBa1W9F2qBpCvxO%2BVzq8Bo27HUph1eokwHjnwfgpWRS%2BcjIRrB3bEiW2dTG5TPmNo7DE5U4dgQWkc6xJ6kdyuqTtD%2BbyjB8rsimkNJSlC72yrSysmtS0xb0

-achlys

hello !! we havent talked in a long, long time,,, i hope youre doing alright !! <3 i was scrolling through pinterest and saw this necklace, which immediately reminded me of jullian and nikko asdfjfghj 
          
          https://www.pinterest.com.au/pin/752804893964671377/

-achlys

haha im v glad i made you happy <3 that's v nice to hear, im going well !! <3
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a_social_misfit

@GoddessAchlys omg yesss...that necklace!!!! damn...comments like these make me sooo happy....Like i was in a lecture and i started jumping up and down with happiness when i read this comment...well i'm doing great...hope you're doing well too.<3
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a_social_misfit

Hey there you beautiful people....how have ya'll been doing? Lately, I've had a lot of time to think and I finally addressed my gender dysphoria ( which honestly, I had been procrastinating for a while) and I realised that I'm non binary. I was very confusing since i did feel like a woman (i.e. my biological sex) but then there where  times where I would feel like a boy or times when I felt like both or even none. i would always feel so happy when my mom told me that I behaved like a boy and i thought that it was because I still hadn't gotten over my ' I'm not like other girls' phase but all while, something just felt wrong and missing.  so after researching about it, I learned that I am gender fluid. My pronouns are she/they/he. I wanted to go for a name that was more genderless and could be altered easily to make it more feminine or masculine as per my wish. so my close friends and their pets held  naming ceremony for me and came up with a new name that fit my criteria. I now go by Jolie (jolie for when i feel more feminine and joey for when i feel more masculine.. you can use anyone out of those two.)
          
          on a separate note, i have a sozen unfinished stories but today when i came across this one video which gave me an idea for a new story. so i'm working on it now and hopefully i'll publish it soon.

a_social_misfit

you know what's scary- healing. i thought recovering from my mental illness would mean that i would finally be happy and healthy but in reality it's the complete opposite. i thought that once i'm able to get out of this depression, i would finally be able to move on and have a happy life and i would never be depressed again. but that's not what happened, in reality i actually started getting more depressed because every time i was happy i would think about how i could have been this happy if i had started my recovery journey months ago and then i'm full of regret and guilt that makes me sad again. and since since the last year all i've done is sleep and cry , just thinking baout getting out of this routine and doing actual tasks makes me have a  mental breakdown. but it's okay as long as i am able to get out of this  hell hole in the end

reenfp

just wanna say i love u for no reason(i do, like fr) and that i want you to kick the demon in your head and make online/irl friends 
          
          lots of love, an asian stranger named reen.

reenfp

@a_social_misfit  aww ur welcome bestie ✨
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a_social_misfit

@REENIEXXX omg thank you so much ....that is literally the sweetest thing anyone's ever said to me..i love you too <3
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