Well, I'm nobody.
 I created this account for a special person in hopes that someday he will read my fiction and know the real reason  why I broke up with him.
 I loved him so much, and I still love him so much, i love u Jaan.
 I hope someday you will read this and forgive me.
 I'm really, really  sorry for everything I did, but during all of that, the love I felt for you was real.
 I wish I could hold you and die peacefully in your arms, but that's not possible.
 Please read the novel I wrote.
 Everything written there is  our love story.
 Ah, it sounds so cheesy, but this is also how I really feel.
 I love you.

And if you ever read this by December 2024, call me one last time.
 But if it's after that, it's impossible, so don't do it.
 I can't talk to you.
you have my number and my insta i'd is kooky_and_me