May 2023, the month I decided to become an author. My first name was Elsawritesss, and my first book was The Jinn’s Amore, a story that was actually based on my mother’s real life. Back then, I genuinely felt like I was the happiest person alive. I felt like I had everything I could ever ask for. But after September, I slowly slipped into depression, deleted my ID, deleted my book, and vanished into thin air as if I had never existed. I stayed away from this community until January 2025, and then I came back in February because the reason I had slipped into depression in 2023 came back into my life and made me feel loved again. I thought this time nothing could go wrong. I started again as Saima, and for a while, everything was going perfectly until I was betrayed once again. I almost gave up on writing, but my friends held me together, encouraged me, and convinced me to keep going. Then, in November, I changed my name from Saima to Airi. Little did I know that just when I would start believing I was healing and finally feeling happy again, I would be shattered all over again in April 2026. So, this has been my journey. And now I am here to tell you that I am going to focus more on writing chapters rather than constantly posting spoilers and edits because I genuinely want to complete His Biggest Headache as soon as possible. Once I finish that book, I will be leaving this community for good because I want to heal. Not through any human being, not through anyone else, but by getting closer to God. I do not care if you think that is lame or laugh at me for saying it. I am simply saying what my heart feels, and I no longer give a damn about anyone’s opinion. I need sukoon. I need to heal, and I have realised that no human being can give me the peace I am searching for. So yes, this will most likely be my first and last published book. I do not know how much longer I will be here, but until then, I will make sure that we create some beautiful memories together.