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GOOODDBBYYYEEEE <<33

Pt. 2 
          TRIGGER: mental health, sensitivity 
          
          With this, my journey takes me off of this app, but I couldn’t leave without saying thank you, thank you for being the kindness people I know, making friends and those crying to my stories. You have given younger Angel a purpose to wake up and write and I couldn’t be more thankful for you being apart of saving my life. (It’s crazy to say that, but I have thanked myself for how far I’ve come; if I had ended the time I gave up I would’ve lost so much to experience and learn)
          
          You matter, be you, change the world, speak your story, learn to love, grow, learn, make mistakes. Live your life the way you intended it to be. 1 in 5 of us experience mental health problems and 1 and 12 with experience suicidal thoughts, understand that you aren’t alone, we are never alone. I am here, you are here. 
          
          Purpose is hard to understand, maybe we will never get it, but in the end why do we need a purpose, why can’t we just live? You have had purpose because you have given me mine. 
          
          Stupid to know that an app like this can do such a thing, but it’s the little things that make big differences. 
          
          So thank you friend, and hopefully I will see you wherever the world may take us. You are never alone and you never will be. Being open is great I’ve been told, so hopefully my story may help you and yours may help someone else.
          
          Your epic story that needs to be written can’t end today, or tomorrow or the decade to come so don’t let it :) 
          
          - Your Angel xoxo

Pt. 1
          TRIGGER: mental health, sensitivity 
          
          Hello! Long time no see :)
          
          I actually wanted to come on here and say my final goodbyes and maybe inspire someone on this app if you get what I mean. 
          
          I actually recently watched Wooyoungs 1-800-273-8255 video (https://youtu.be/Dvx4sOW-GT8 - the link if your interested) and it made me just want to have a little talk on myself and my journey on this app. 
          
          With all that I have written hasn’t come honestly from me, it’s came from a lot of pain I had been dealing and this had become an escape for me. I’ve thankful for all of those I have met, those who have enjoyed my works. This was something that gave younger Angel a purpose so thank you. 
          
          I’ve been growing, I’ve been learning, and I wanted to mention to you, reading, life is never perfect, life isn’t ever going to get perfect, but, with that it can get better. I was tired of hearing my life matters, but it does, you do matter, it might not seem like it but if we didn’t, why would we be here? 
          
          I mean growing doesn’t come easy, it’s taken me my whole lifetime to even care about my existence and it’s still hard but I wanted you who’s reading, and might be dealing with the same as me, to do realize, it does get better, you can learn to look at yourself and not want to never look again the next day. Each year, there is something thanking myself for still existing as a human so be kind to yourself, throw away those who have hurt you and surround yourself with love or something that makes you feel loved. Take it step by step, give yourself a reason to smile. 
          
          With the video I thought that maybe someone like yourselves may relate to mine and Wooyoungs story as I am such an advocate for mental health and awareness. My story, his and yours matter. With sadness can come art, and that art brings happiness, art has given me a purpose, you possibly as an author your art giving you purpose. 

jackson wang

See you in 2025 army <33

MY TOP THREE ARE DEFINITELY 
          
          1. TEARS! 
          2. Bad omens 
          3. You Don’t Go To Parties 
          
          *i secretly like the whole album though 

JUST STARTED LISTENING TO 5SOS5 LETS GOOOOOOOOO

Been missing Jonghyun lately. Even before I listened to k-pop i was listening to SHINee since I was a kid. 

How many times have you watched Young Royals?
          
          Yes.

Jackson Wang can stab me, throw me across the world, burn my whole home and I will thank him for even acknowledging my existence.