@aanneeuh
update, my parents ruined my life and literally broke my phone because they found out about my sh for a third time.
also figured out my feelings. turns out i just hated myself the whole time.
@ShaerriSagacious idk man i think about suicide everyday now but it’s fine j would never actually do it so dw
why is it so much easier 2 make friends here n not irl cause i already know if i acted how i act online people wouldnt fucking hate me
what if hypothetically i wanna die but also i’m too scared so i want to disappear but i dont want to disappear i want to quite literally die but also i csnt kill myself becaude thag would be selfish and i’m too scared anyways
hypothetically guyz…
woops, i cut again.
no one found out (yet)
i hope no one does.
@aanneeuh No, no. Please take your time! Going with your pace is important! It's okay to give up sometimes but don't let it set you back <3
@ShaerriSagacious thanks. i think i just need some time. i’m trying to get better but its hard.
sorry guys not my most kawaii moment ゜✧*̣̩☽⋆゜
anyways im fine :3 ^^ (。·o·。)ﾉ
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKIHATETHISIJATETHISIHATEYHID
I WANNA FUCKING DIE I WANNA ROT IN A HOLE AND BE FORGOTTEN
WHY CANT I HAVE A SUPPORTIVE FAMILY? WHY CANR I LIVE A SINGLE DAY WITHOUT SOMEONE YELLING AT ME AND ME WANTING TO BASH MY BRAINS OUT?
I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?! FUCKFUCKFUCKFUDFKFUFHHEHWJJEJF
AANJWJENEHHDEHWHHRHFHDHHR I WANNA FUCKIGN BLEED
idk if i can take it any longer guys
i appreciate you all and love you
i’m fucking scared
i’m trying my hardest to hold on but i cant even cut anymore
bikini kill and others have become my feminism wake up call. help i’m all about that fucking whats it called femme riot revolution like FUCK YES
hahhahahha
it’s getting bad again i think</3
fuck fuck fuckity fuck the fact i cant yk SLASHHHH RAAHHH cause my parengs found out twice b i wanna so bad it starts tingling is crazy.
@aanneeuh No, I can only do so much. I haven't been really helpful but I do hope you get better!
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