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My life is like a dead cute animal with a pretty bow around it.
Beautifull on the outside untill you open the box and see the cute little dead puppy.
Unfortunately, I:
*Fall too fast
*Crash too hard
*Care too much
*Forgive too easy
*Wait too long
*Miss people I shouldn't miss
*Worry over nothing
*Over-think everything
*Am too complicated to be loved...
It's me who is my enemy.
Me who beats me up.
Me who makes me a monster.
Me who kills my confidence.
It's that feeling that you get when you start thinking that..
Nobody wants you.
Nobody needs you.
Nobody loves you.
Never trust a boy with secrets or something else cause this is what their gonna say at the end..
* I don't love you
*I found someone else
*It was never real
*We need to talk
*Let's just be friends
*We can't be together
*I never loved you
I'm constantely trying to let people feel better about themselves, cause i know what it's like to feel bad about yourself.
But sometimes they wanna back stab me and then i'm like go ahead Judge me, but don't fucking forget to be fucking perfect the rest of your life cause i won't help you anymore.
Sometimes you got to be your own hero and save your own heart. Cause sometimes you think the people around you love you and can't live without you, but they actually can and they will use your kindness against you.
Someone asked me..What are you good at?
My answer was I don't know
I actually had to say..
Crying for hours and then pretend like it never happend..
I'm to strong to show my weakness.
I'm to smart to love someone deepley.
I'm too heartbroken to try it again.
My life is fucked up, do not fuck up yours to..
MGYL. <3