I remember reading the book, and crying at the 29th part then the 30th part came out and a happy ending then you mention something out a squel k was like no way! But I thing you haven’t logged on.
Gonna be honest I lost interest in this dream Smp in lockdown I was loved them then I growed, and now living so hope your alright and have a great life, because I think you never logging on again, fun while it lasted!!! :)