the fact that you still want to see the colours.. shows there is a lil hope still inside you, even if it feels small right now. Maybe it might take more time than you expect.. maybe a lot longer but those colors will def find their way back. Not because the world changes but because you’ve been quietly holding on and doing the toughest work inside even when it feels impossible!
so until that day arrives it’s okay to feel grey..to rest.. and to not have all the answers. This quiet, tired version of you is still enough... more than enough. and u r not truly alone even when it feels that way. Somewhere out here, someone is keeping a space just for you. You matter, much more than you know!!!