STAWP IT, ur book makes me so sad, but it's life. It's a really good book so far, and it honestly reminds me of the song I hate u I love u by Gnash and Olivia o'brien, cuz in the lyrics it says "I hate u, I love u, I hate that I want you, you want her you need her and I'll never be her" yah my heart is aching rn but it's all for a good reason. So plz do continue writing more. :D