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I dont think i can ever have kids. Cuz like ive been taught its either give all or give nothing. If i have kids ill do my best to provide them with everything they want. Try to make everyday the best. Do all those fun little games, get them colouring books, stickers, take plenty of pictures, everything but ill be too jealous. Ill be too fucking salty. Ill be too salty about how i didnt get it when i was younger to let them enjoy it. So instead of traumatizing a new generation of kids, ill just ....let it be..