𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒂 𝒗𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒎  ,   ,    𝐍𝐨 , , 𝐈'𝐦 𝐚 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐯𝐢𝐯𝐨𝐫 . 

Your fingertips raw with your obsession to tell his story ; not even caring about how he might come looking for you again . Your memories stained with blood and a handsome face ; truly your infatuated . The voice behind one of those famous criminal story / paranormal horror podcasts you used to hear about on the radio , shouldn't you be satisfied ? Even if no one knows your the only surviving victim of this killer you so lovingly talk about ? of course not . You've always been a masochist  ; so different when it comes to the lines blurring of pain and pleasure . You've been through so much trauma your hair is turning white , haven't you been through enough ? No . You want him to find you , Is that it ? You want to be hurt by those beautiful hands . 


𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒎𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑪𝑬𝑶'𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒕𝒐𝒑 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒍 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒉 𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒌𝒆 - 𝐆𝐨𝐝 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐞 .