Destined to be betrothed to melancholy.

Writing what I can't say out loud.

"This tremendous world I have inside of me. How to free myself, and this world, without tearing myself to pieces. And rather tear myself to a thousand pieces than be buried with this world within me."

"But I will write in spite of everything, absolutely; it is my struggle for self-preservation."

― Franz Kafka, Diaries, 1910-1923
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