burden to society :D

happy stupid birthday you bitch :)

all the reasons to live - you wrote them down yourself, have you ever reread it?

bitch you literally just wrote, made an entire chapter of things you wanted to accomplish in life, and i promised you? we would do all those things together one day, what happened to that? i doubt that you can think of all those things and then turn a full 360 in a matter of two days. im not angi, i can't be soft with you, nor understanding, nor caring. what happened to "but you, darling, you are the kind of love that i would live for?" If i have to guilt trip you into not committing suicide, then so be it. stay living, slowly heal. at one point, you won't be living for others, you'll be living for yourself.

remember when we had the talk about not throwing the l word around like candy? well, i'll have you know that whenever i say "i love you" i only actually mean it with two people, one of them being you. don't doubt that - i'm being honest here, really.

j have i not made it clear how much you meant to me - anyways, don't cut me off, please. im selfish and i won't say "oh if it makes you feel better then feel free to cut me off" like you did a couple weeks back, because im a selfish h*e. Don't cut us off, if i was going to leave you, i would have when you asked me to. i didn't then, which means i won't be doing it anytime soon. please stop being delusional. whatever you're going through right now, it's only a phase, it'll pass soon. just, stay strong throughout, you'll pull through at one point. then it's only going to get better, not worse. what i wanted to say mainly was that you still know the password to my account, i haven't changed it. feel free to log into mine to interact with us, we can share.

Just wanted to let you know <3

Literally every hour, every day

I miss you

Heyyy

i am so fucking sick of life